My lower year crush

Ok I wonder if someone could relate with me here ^_^. The title's pretty self-explanatory: I'm a 4th year student who has a crush on a 3rd year student. And what do you know? Unlike Car's slight affair with Christian before, mine doesn't even have the least amount of interest in me! Waaah… looks like he doesn't reciprocate my feelings. How I realized this? If you're interested read the next paragraphs.

My crush and I are both members of the Marist Student Leader's Council (MSLC) of our school. It just happened too that we're both scrabble players. He may be a guy but our event is at the same venue—the library. I've been long finished with my games for today so I decided to stay a while to watch the other games. When I saw that he was playing in the semifinals I decided to stay and watch. He also told me that the MSLC still has to compile the result of the games for today so I couldn't leave. I didn't show it but I was so ecstatic when I sat down beside him! Oh he looks so damn cute and handsome! I even tried taking a picture of him while he was playing using a fellow MSLC's phone (which was entrusted to him), lol, I can't believe he didn't notice xD. I soon deleted the photo though because he didn't look good in it. Carrying on the first sign that says "I'm not interested in you" came when he moved a little farther from me. I didn't see him do this but I eventually found out that his chair wasn't so close to me as before. Oh… so disappointing, and I so wanted to really sit next to him…

The next sign was so damn plain but really showed his lack of interest in me. He didn't even try to wait for me when we were finally allowed to go home after our MSLC responsibilities. Sheesh, he walked so quickly. *sigh* That's so disapointing… Di niya man lang ako hinintay… Hay…

I guess those are my two signs. Oh by the way, he won in the semifinals (It almost ended up in a draw until we reviewed the faulty scoring). Tomorrow he'd be playing in the Scrabble boys championship in the Senior Division. Yey for him. Pero sakin—hay… kakainis naman. Waaah… Bahala na lang. If I get my championship done quickly (I'm playing in the Scrabble girls Senior Division too ) I'll root for him. Haha, kawawa naman si _______—batch mate ko siya pero sa Junior niyang kalaban akong bumoboto! No bad feelings I guess, in regards with my lower year crush—even if he's not at all interested in me, he's still my friend who tells people what a joker I am (hehe, lagi kasi ako naga-atik-atik dun sa games sa scrabble eh, salig kay MSLC at naga-officiate rin) .