Dashboard: Batch Website

Para sa mga ka-batch at kakilala kong nakabasa ng post nato, swerte niyo—sa dashboard pa kasi ang ideyang ito eh.  Di pa online ang website ng NDKC IBEd HSD batch 2007. I'm still working on it. Now you know what I've been up to. Please don't tell them. I'd like this site to be a surprise on our Senior's ball .

Anyways, I'm finding it difficult to pick where to host this site. I think it would be best if I use a database to make it searchable but I don't know how to make one. This is really tricky *_*. I've been to a few sites already which I think are quite useful. Among the wiki sites I browsed are: wikia, wetpaint and wikidot. I think a wiki would be better than having to type each profile manually myself and no one allowed to edit it. I also dropped by facebook a while ago, I think it's a little like friendster but on a much smaller—much, much smaller scale. I don't think I'll be considering that option again since I want to make a database not a social network..

Hay.. grabe.. and hirap rin pala nito. I'm thinking of using cutenews on the batch home page and updates since wordpress would be rather heavy. I could have everything hosted at freehostia too but the accessibility when it comes to the database bothers me. Freehostia had the mail() function disabled you see thus I cannot send e-mail from there. If I intend on using that simple login php from phpjunkyard… I've never tried it before but if it needs to send validation accounts to users that register.. maybe I'll have to go back to ueuo and register again for their free web hosting. Ueuo has the mail() function enabled.

Hay… maybe I shouldn't go on tomorrow's YFC production team practice after all. As you might have noticed in the time I posted this entry below, it's really kind of late. I spent most of my evening watching Princess Hours too you know . I'm already at episode 20.

Anyways, I think I'd best go to sleep now, I have a lot of stuff to do later… Requirements, term paper, whatever. Hay, that's what I get for being a student xD. Gimme a break! 

Laag ta! and my sweet lower year crush-friend :)

It was already 8:30pm when I got home from this afternoon's little trip at a friends house. Oh my gosh, this is the first time I ever got home late because of watching a movie at a friend's house, a.k.a. laag.

Inimbitahan ako ni Glenda na pumunta sa bahay nina Swaky para mag-bonding at manood ng sine. At first skeptical talaga ako dahil wala na akong pamasahe pero sinabi niya sakin na pwede naman akong umutang na lang sandali—siya nga umutang eh. In the end, I decided to go with her after getting p9.50 from our former Geometry teacher, Mr. Lauro Cinco.

Oh yeah before I start talking about the little trip I would like to proudly say that I spent most of my day around my lower year crush. Oh this is why I just love being an MSLC officer! I guess he doesn't have any interest in me as a lover but I think were good friends who love to joke around one another .

He really made me curious when he said something about a high score word in the scrabble girls senior division championship game. He said something like how blind I was that I couldn't see that word. I know he would never lend a hand to me at situations like that but I asked for his help and some clues for the word but he never told me. Lol, I was starting to think that he didn't even find any high score word like he's making me believe! Nonetheless, I still love the fact that he really seems comfortable around me. I heard from Ac (Aileen A.) during the YFC youth camp that he's a nerd—the type of person that's so engrossed with studies and one who lacks a social life. But as far as I've seen, he's not like that at all. Actually, compared to my relationship with Ac, my friendship with him is much less painful! (lol, Ac always pinches me… Wawa skin ko sa kanya…). Call him a nerd if you want but he's a fun friend to me.

Something happened in the few minutes that I was away from him. When I got back from watching the championship game in basketball girls b/w our section, St. John, and St. Thomas he showed me this piece of long coupon bond. He said that the dots on it were his blood. I said he seemed anemic or had leukemia to have that colored blood but I didn't really take what he said seriously until I noticed the band-aid on his right hand's pointing finger. In my head I thought "Oh, I'm so sorry about what happened. I so wish I was there to fix it." He said that he hit his finger on a chair. It wouldn't stop bleeding so the band-aid had blood stains over his wound. I can't help but wonder if he has a sickness or something… You know the part of your nails that's attached to your fingers right? That's where the wound was… Ouch, that must've hurt.

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Imported my posts from ashen.i.ph

Hay salamat! Na-import ko na rin sa wakas mula sa dati kong blog: ashen.i.ph papunta sa bago kong blog: reishin.i.ph and mga beloved posts ko! I swear, most of them are about the annoying Q but what the heck, they're still my thoughts…

That reminds me, I still have to edit it to take away some giving away details. You really don't know who gets to read your blog. Mas malala pa sa kaso ko kasi may mga kaibigan akong alam itong blog at kilala kung sino in real life si Q… Grabe siguro ang magiging ish if his identity gets exposed… OMG. hahaha, gotta make the necessary precautions later.

The comments on the other hand, I had to post them myself (in behalf of the people who actually wrote it). I hope nobody really minds, I really didn't make those comments myself so please don't scold me saying that I'm commenting to my own posts. Oh and if anyone asks, Ashen and me, Reishin, are the same person. Toodooloo! ;D 

My lower year crush

Ok I wonder if someone could relate with me here ^_^. The title's pretty self-explanatory: I'm a 4th year student who has a crush on a 3rd year student. And what do you know? Unlike Car's slight affair with Christian before, mine doesn't even have the least amount of interest in me! Waaah… looks like he doesn't reciprocate my feelings. How I realized this? If you're interested read the next paragraphs.

My crush and I are both members of the Marist Student Leader's Council (MSLC) of our school. It just happened too that we're both scrabble players. He may be a guy but our event is at the same venue—the library. I've been long finished with my games for today so I decided to stay a while to watch the other games. When I saw that he was playing in the semifinals I decided to stay and watch. He also told me that the MSLC still has to compile the result of the games for today so I couldn't leave. I didn't show it but I was so ecstatic when I sat down beside him! Oh he looks so damn cute and handsome! I even tried taking a picture of him while he was playing using a fellow MSLC's phone (which was entrusted to him), lol, I can't believe he didn't notice xD. I soon deleted the photo though because he didn't look good in it. Carrying on the first sign that says "I'm not interested in you" came when he moved a little farther from me. I didn't see him do this but I eventually found out that his chair wasn't so close to me as before. Oh… so disappointing, and I so wanted to really sit next to him…

The next sign was so damn plain but really showed his lack of interest in me. He didn't even try to wait for me when we were finally allowed to go home after our MSLC responsibilities. Sheesh, he walked so quickly. *sigh* That's so disapointing… Di niya man lang ako hinintay… Hay…

I guess those are my two signs. Oh by the way, he won in the semifinals (It almost ended up in a draw until we reviewed the faulty scoring). Tomorrow he'd be playing in the Scrabble boys championship in the Senior Division. Yey for him. Pero sakin—hay… kakainis naman. Waaah… Bahala na lang. If I get my championship done quickly (I'm playing in the Scrabble girls Senior Division too ) I'll root for him. Haha, kawawa naman si _______—batch mate ko siya pero sa Junior niyang kalaban akong bumoboto! No bad feelings I guess, in regards with my lower year crush—even if he's not at all interested in me, he's still my friend who tells people what a joker I am (hehe, lagi kasi ako naga-atik-atik dun sa games sa scrabble eh, salig kay MSLC at naga-officiate rin) .

All I want to do is find a way back into love…

Haha.. the inspiration of this post came from Mitch's blog entry entitled: Way back into love . I'm just here to blog about how I feel after reading that.

Uhmm… I'll just go straight to the point. I don't know if this would matter to you or not but this is the question that has been bothering me tonight: "Should I ask him or not?"

To protect my privacy in regards with crushes, I'll just call this one 'south-east' ;D.

Our Senior's ball is on March 20, 2007 and lately I've noticed that my friends already have their partners. Not the majority of the seniors' population but the people that matter to me. Car has a partner, Carol has a partner, Margie has a partner, Grace has a partner and even Aimee already has a partner. The worst part is: I just recently found out that 2 of the guys whom I considered to become my partner are already taken! Lol, if I don't act now it might be too late. I would be bound to become a wallflower. It didn't use to bother me but thinking that I'll just be sitting while the other seniors are on the dance floor all evening would really make me feel out of place.

So… now I'm thinking of finally asking south-east to be my partner.

Come to think of it, he's prolly the one I would least dislike to go with among all my classmates. So why not ask him already? These are my reasons:

• I'm a girl… going to ask a guy? Uhmm.. shouldn't the guy do the asking…?
• He might already have a partner…
• I heard him say once that his crush is from another section.
• Damn, I still think he's a bit bastos.

So.. those are my reasons… gosh… do I sound shallow by saying that? Please comment if they're actually heavy enough for me to Not ask him to go with me xD.

Anyways, I just remembered that the title of this post is "All I want to do is find a way back into love…" Come to think of it now, there's really not much reason for me to use that as a title. But I guess… I just hope that I get over my last broken love and be open to a new one .